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28 Feb 2011

exams next week but i haven even study yet. but i always like to study at the last min because everything can go in to my brain LOLs. im meeting jiayi at 6 or maybe earlier to study later. im very happy recently i just bought a laptop but i cant use internet cause my house never applied for internet wireless thats the part im sad of it. weird right? anyway im broke now actually was thinking to get ipod touch. but well i got my own laptop so i dont need to share with my sis. yup. im going off bye!((:

~ { Monday, February 28, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

24 Feb 2011

hellos! a blink of an eye cny is over and i have not
really enjoy myself march hopefully i can enjoy
after my exam. today went to school after that
rush home bath change and out to work.
can say a bad day for me. i dont feel like talking
today at work but i must put on a fake smile.
i wonder when can i really be myself again?
i dont like faking a smile. i just want to be who
i am. anyway now is 12.02am im going to sleep
when my hair is totally dry.((:

~ { Thursday, February 24, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

22 Feb 2011

me: will you look down on lesbian?
somebody: yes. cause i believe that every girl out there has a good man. its just that they chose the wrong one.
this sentence make me think real deep.

~ { Tuesday, February 22, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

21 Feb 2011

she asked me if my friend & her where to woo me at the same time who would i choose. & i replied i will choose you. but deep down in my heart i will not choose both of you. i seriously dont know what you are thinking right now because if you dont wanna patch with me please dont suddenly hold my hands or stare at me with that weird looks. & please dont talk to me so near like what we use to be. me and you is already OVER!

~ { Monday, February 21, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

19 Feb 2011

alright! im like dragging myself to go to work. & of cause im like so going to be late for 30mins. im lazy to do anything right now.

~ { Saturday, February 19, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

17 Feb 2011

MORNING! it will be a short post.
i asked for patch but you've just
ignore & now you are asking me
to patch with you again? what
are you taking me as? everything
you said its just your words.
but how about me? did you care for
how i feel?.
hahs. ya everything is already OVER.

~ { Thursday, February 17, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

15 Feb 2011

hihi finally valentine days is over Phew! im single again and back to my normal life. feels so good after letting everything out. stress with a lot of things recently. hahahs. but now im ok already everythings is back to normal. thanks to both my belove sisters. i agree with my er jie that this is part of life and
in order to grow up i must learn to let go sometimes. & da jie i wont anyhow think already if not mummy gekxim. really thank to both my sister((: LIVE FOR MYSELF & NOT OTHERS!!*((:

~ { Tuesday, February 15, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

12 Feb 2011

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes to see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you cant see her,
or you can be full of love you shared.
You can turn your back for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes love and go on.

~ { Saturday, February 12, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

11 Feb 2011

HELLO MORNING TO EVERYONE! will be heading to school & after that i will be going to work again. today will be my biggest challenge to face her again i dont know how strong am i but geraldine kor promised to accompany me to text later on. sister if you read please acompany me to text toO. im scare when i face her my tears will start rolling down my chick again. just like what happen yesterday? but im happier today i dont know why maybe is because im not running away from reality?
if i continue to blog i think i will be late for school. so now will be heading to school now.
EDITED:
so reached school at about 9.30. & teacher was not in class. so waited like 1hour+ & he came to give out last year exam paper he asked us to revise. so after that dimiss from school headed down to novena to work. & obviously today she face to face say those hurtful thing to me but after a while she hold my hands & say can i fetch you go home today but i just ignore it & pull my hand away from hers. what dose this mean? now i know she is some werido. hahahs.
anyway im tired right now my eyes is shutting down real soon.
good night peeps.

~ { Friday, February 11, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

10 Feb 2011

anyway theres a limit waiting for you. texted you so many times no reply in the end i call & ask you what time im working & you just finish it with 1 santence well is this silence break up? anyway im giving up on you cause im strong enought to move on in life. A BIG THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO CHEER ME UP TODAY. THANKS ALOT TO GERALDINE KOR.

~ { Thursday, February 10, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

hi good morning to all! i know you will be wondering why im up so early the answer is because of her. she promise me that today she will bring me to JB but apparently she did not contact me since tuesday till now. im kinda worried about her & im scare to contact her because im afraid that i will lost her. well many people told me shes not worth to me but to me she's worth. & seriously i really miss her alot its been 5 days since i met her & 2 days since she contacted me. she told me that she will be my only love . she also told me her happiness is in my hands. is this all a lie? or just to please me? i really dont know. as for today i never go to school because of her. cause she never break any promise to me before. as for today she might break her promise. but my brother told me this no matter how long you take i will wait for you yeah & i will wait for you. i shall just end now if not tears will be rolling down again.

~ { Thursday, February 10, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

8 Feb 2011

你是否知道我想念你很多!!

~ { Tuesday, February 08, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;