30 Mar 2011

time checked 11.32am

i just woke up form my beauty sleep

and i feel so sick & giddy. i shall

stay at home for today. im missing

syg right now dont know what hes

doing cause his prepare low:((

I love you more than you can imagine

When I see your face it brighten up my day

I love you more than words can ever tell

Even more than what im about to say

I don't remember the last time i felt like this

You make me feel the real me

You don't know how happy it makes me

When I can share things with you,comfortably

I love the way you smile

I love the way you make me laugh

And you give me hope..

When things get a little sad

All of your hugs makes me feel free

From all the drama and trouble that life brings my way

If i would have 1 wish and one wish only

I wish for this love to be here to stay

~ { Wednesday, March 30, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

27 Mar 2011

this week is full of entertainment

Monday & Tuesday was working.

Wednesday to Friday was at chalet

with syg with his group of friends

the chalet was fun just that i never

ton for the 3days 2 nights of fun

was sleeping like a piggy at night.

& today went to ecp to cycle with

the weird bicycle or i should say

san lun che? i dont know but

it have name for it. after that

we went to sun tan ourself by

sitting on the big stone till dinner

time & off we went for buffet.

not much ate and im full so i just

eat bit by bit but as for my friend

she ate alot like she can finish the

whole buffet thing that the person

inside prepare. & i wait till they

ate finish & we walk all the way to

the bus stop took 135 to macperson

to meet syg & he send me home.

& i think he must be soundly sleeping

continuing the dream he have had.

& tomorrow i might be going to nex

for the fun of going cause its been

a long time since i have enjoyed

myself. i should quit working &

find a better job i seriously dont like

F&B it sucks to the max seriously.

~ { Sunday, March 27, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

21 Mar 2011

today when i reach my workplace so damn

pek chek with so many people. but i just

heck care them & do my own things.

actually she asked me to knock off at 6

but i want to earn more $$ so i said i will

knock off at 9. & syg reach my workplace

at 6+ but after he sees me he went home

to bathe chnage clothes & i was so happy

that i get to see him & he came at 8.20

if im not wrong to fetch me home. was

irritated by what she says when i ask her

whether i can take another uniform & she

ask me to settle my problem. siao eh.

so i just heck her & went off at about 8.50.

when me & syg was so happy she text

me a weird message saying if i want to

go dating den next time knock off early.

wth my problem right? i also never disturb

til you or what. siao lang. i just ignore what she

text. reached my place & i slack for a while

with syg at void deck & homed.

~ { Monday, March 21, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

my eyes is shutting down but still i have to post

a sway day for me today got my middle finger

cut but dint notice anything & every single hot

drinks i made burn until my hand & fingers the

worse is my friend throw the cup & i dint catch

properly ended up hitting my head & its painful

than a soccer ball. & it freaks me out when i have

to talk to her alone outside the back door. seriously

i dont know what you are thinking sending those

sarcastic text to me & still can talk nicely infront of

me. now i really know whats the meaning of 2 face.

you asked me whether i would treasure the gift

if you buy for me something i would treasure it

because i treasure everything that people give me.

& you ask me if i would like to go on tour with you

again. obviously not because you would bring your

girlfriend along & say those sarcastic remarks to me

right? & seeing me hurt you would be happy right?

im going to live my life to the fullest & stop thinking

of the past. now im just contented with what i have &

will be looking forward to the future.

sorry i cant maintained anymore my eyes needs a rest

to hugs each other. nights!peeps!

~ { Monday, March 21, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

18 Mar 2011

it been a week since i update.

the previous post was short & fast because

my friend or i should say syg?

lost his ring at sgh the place where we smoke

so i rushed down to the smoking area there

to look for it while i was walking back to that

place i called my friend & he asked me to turn

behide & he surprise me when i turned.

i was shock & touched at that moment because

is 3am in the early morning. & who would go

out of the house at this timing to look for friends.

we went to that smoking place to smoke

and we just sit at the area there to slack. hmmm.

quite a romantic place where the flower will blossom

& the tree leaf will fell down. hahahahs.

its between us.

& we got together on 130311. fate decides for us.

Imagine the woods,

Without a tree,

Imagine the rivers,

Without the sea,

Imagine yourself,

Without me,

Imagine how lost,

I would be.

~ { Friday, March 18, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

12 Mar 2011

there's something wrong with blogger & i cant view it.

to my dearest mum yesterday when the nurse come

and fetch you to the operation room i was really scare

of losing you although its just a minor operation but it makes

my heartache seeing you in pain. i promise this will be

the last pack of cig i would smoke and i would be good

girl from now on. the operation was a success now im

only hoping that you could be discharge & thats all i ask

for. mum i just want to tell you this I LOVE YOU!

~ { Saturday, March 12, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

9 Mar 2011

im back home from school. had my last exam paper today totally srewed so many question i leave blank all need to draw digram but i never learn. zzz i think i will repeat this module. hopfully i can get at least a pass. i got an appointment at 1o;clcock going to cut my hair. so this will be a short post! bye peeps

~ { Wednesday, March 09, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

8 Mar 2011

im going bonkers every minutes every seconds

why do everything happens before my exams?

i feel like crying but who will lend me a shoulder

to cry on? i have been emo the whole day because

of you & some other things. it would be a lie if i said

i dont miss you. but somehow it feels good to let go

of you. maybe im just missing you like how im

missing my long lost friends? hmm i cant find the

answer. but i saw this on my kor's fb wall.

One day , I'm just going to give up on you.

I won't be chasing you anymore.

And when you really want me,

I won't be here anymore .

this is true because i have decided to move on in life

if i keep holding back to things which are not mine it

will just make me feel worse. so why not letting you

go maybe i will have someone who treasure me more

than you do? & alot of things happen before my exams

& i should say if things get better i will be stronger than

before this is just part & passer of life.

thanks very much for letting me to know how to love

someone. & letting go of me would make me stronger

& clearer to pick my next partner. & i finally how the

worlds is like. thanks alot.

~ { Tuesday, March 08, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

6 Mar 2011

im like half studying & half blogging right now.

i have receive your message you told me

that you miss me badly but did you know

when i have decided to leave you my heart

was broken into pieces and now you are telling me

this i dont know what going on. On your mind.

all i can say that is that i might think of you

sometimes when im on the way home.

i have put my heart down and forget about you.

i have given you the key to my heart but you lost it.

so dont bother to look me up again.

my heart have been lock by you.

~ { Sunday, March 06, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

4 Mar 2011

Im using my first own lappy to blog now

im happy that i got the wireless internet

but i need to save for now so that means

no more spending and need to chiong

work hopefully i will get at least a $800

on my next pay. but of cause i must take

care of myself so that i can take care of my

mum. God everything will be fine right?

anyway i find you weird you said you

miss me and wanted to meet me

i reply you when you free tell me i meet

you. but you reply me i want to

meet you now so i ask you why you

wanted to meet me now? and there

is no reply for it. are you playing with me?

well thanks for letting me to see your true colours.

lately i just feel that blogging is good

because some times when my friends ask

me why am i moody today but i just cant

tell them why but of cause seldom friends

would read my blog maybe like 1 or 2?

i dont know. i think i should stop here

& study for my exams.

~ { Friday, March 04, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

3 Mar 2011

HI TO ALL! woke up at 6 in the morning

& was late for 15mins for PE lucky

they haven walk to seletar reservoir

waited for like 30 mins for everyone to reach

& off we walk all the way to reservoir

its fun & tiring. but now my mini toe

have a big blister i dont there to poke it:((

oh ya my mummy is going for another checkup

on next tusday hope her Bp can be lower

so that she can do the operation soon.

i will take care of myself. dont worry about

me as i have already grown up.

just take care of yourself alright?((:

~ { Thursday, March 03, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

1 Mar 2011

today went to my sis boyfriend house to do backup for my lappy & yes is finally done. just left with the screen protector so tomorrow im going to sim lim with sis boyfriend to do the protector. but the problem now is my house dont even have a wireless internet:(( wanted to apply just now im already broke i need to set a side $1000 because my mum need to do operation im worried for my mum because today she went to checkup doctor told my mum that she need to do operation:(( why is it so sudden so many things must happen before my exam? why cant it be after my exam. IM STRESS!

~ { Tuesday, March 01, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

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