27 Apr 2011

hmm..

its only the 3rd day & im missing you badly:(((

if i say i like you,

its just a lie because i love you,

and because i love you,

everyday i will love you more,

today will be more than yesterday

& will be less than tomorrow.

hope you are having a sweet dreams right now.

nights!

~ { Wednesday, April 27, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

My girlfriend Kweh Liting is one of a kind . The love that she has shown me , cannot be count , measured or weighed or calculate . She is a gift from heaven to me and she is someone i love deeply with all of my heart and soul . I love her for whatever or whoever she is . I will never leave her alone in her dark times and will always walk through everything with her , be it good or bad . So baby , just to let you know , i've never and will never regret knowing you or being with you . I love you and that will always remain . I love you my one and only Liting ! :-*

~ { Wednesday, April 27, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

26 Apr 2011

hmm today lesson was bored..

1st was theory after tea break is practical.

& the practical make my eyes uneasy i think

is because of the mask that is too loose anyway

we cant do welding without the mask

& some x-ray thing to prevent our eye

from being burn and blah blah blah

many more but im lazy to type.

home sweet home after that reached

home on comp & stare at it for a long

time & chat with syg after that he needed

to do his things so i stare at the comp for

a long time. than i see my phone somebody

use dont know whose malaysia no. to text

me but i only know how to read the first

sentence & it sounded freaking weird so

i waited for my dad to wake up & i ask him

whats the meaning he say ta dui ni hen ma?

wo bu jue de lo. tou tou mo mo de. this really

make me think that im a ______ this remind

me of the nightmare:'(((

~ { Tuesday, April 26, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

25 Apr 2011

time checked 11.36pm on my lappy.

hmm.. today school started at 8am

tea break at about 935am if im not

wrong? & i randomly smoke with

1 big group of my classmates & we

went back to to class at 10am.

manage to cover up the topics for today

so we ended at 12pm. headed to had

lunch at north point ate fried rice with

my classmate & we chatted a while &

went back home. chatted with syg on the

phone & facebook a while & take a afternoon

nap. i cant remember what i do after that.

i think i watched some scary investigation on

youtube. today is a freaking bored day for me.

anyway syg is in camp he will be back on sunday:((

kind of miss him now sigh~ anyway please take care

of yourself alright?hmm. bye! peeps!

~ { Monday, April 25, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

24 Apr 2011

tonight is a wonderful night!((:

im in a happy mood today.

our love have grown deeper with all the quarrels.

im so surprise with the gift that you have given me

i will be wearing it everyday & not taking it down

so every time it will remind me of you.

my love for you is deeper than the ocean , & deeper than the sea.

im so deeply in love with you is what i know((:

~ { Sunday, April 24, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

23 Apr 2011

im really really really really sorry.

can you forgive me & cheer up?

is really a misunderstanding.(:

can you please go & sleep?

cause you haven sleep for days?

just wanted you to have a proper sleep

but ended up??

but i am not sorry that i have met you
i am not sorry for felling in love with you
i am not sorry letting you in my life
i am not sorry to love you.

~ { Saturday, April 23, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

21 Apr 2011

well i sorted everything out.

i dont know what your mind is thinking

seriously you change to so many faces

one moment happy the other moment

sad in one day how am i going to accept it?

just what you want tell me straight.

anyway im not going to let it affect my

mood already just want to be the cheerful

girl who will be laughing over small jokes.

what makes me happy was i was selected

in mel camp & will be going on cruise to

phuket this coming july should be a

3 to 5days trip. now im so excited about it.

~ { Thursday, April 21, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

20 Apr 2011

im feeling frustrated and sad at the moment.

my mum told me dont mix with you so much

if i continue she will throw me out of the house but...

what she says really make me think far im so

confuse right now plus what had happen just now.

im sorry if i have hurt you but im feeling so confuse?.

should i ask for a timeout or a breakup? i really dont

know what to do. seeing you cried just now really makes

my heartache:'( seriously i dont know what your

mind is thinking. maybe i should go to the old ways i

have been. but truthfully you are the first guy i have

deeply fall in love with. but if we dont end this now in future

we will have difficulties. i dont want to lost my family as

i have already lost my close/best friends in a relationship.

and no matter what happen my family will always come first.

and my friends would be second.

i will stop as my tears is rolling down like nobody business.

~ { Wednesday, April 20, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

16 Apr 2011

FRIDAY 15.04.11

never go to school cause im having fever

wanted to stay at home but syg wants to

meet me. so i went to kk hospital we

meet at the MRT station exit there. &

went to buy cigarettes for her aunt. Then

we went off to kk hospital & the weather are

so fuck up have to walk from little india mrt

station to kk hospital so freaking HOT.

when we reached there we both sweat but

he sweat more than me. reach there met

her aunt & her aunt kids. off we went to smoke.

after that i forgot what happen already.

my memory full need to be deleted.

SATURDAY 16.04.11

as for today i went out with my mum she is so

weird her wound very pain she still can go round

shopping i ask her she want to go home a not

she reply me NO. see the way she walk i heart pain

im kind of worried for syg cause her grandma is in

hospital right now and he forgot to bring his wallet

plus he is hungry right now the worse is he might be

staying over at hospital but with no money with him?

syg please take care yourself alright?

i feel so emotional now im thinking of the past again

because of you i lost all my good/close friend:((

~ { Saturday, April 16, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

14 Apr 2011

MONDAY 11.04.11

first day of school & our time table sucks.

Monday 8am - 3am lunch at 12pm - 1pm

Tuesday 8am-12pm

Wednesday 8am-4.30pm lunch at 12pm - 1pm

Thursday 8.30am to 5 lunch at 11am - 1pm

Friday 9am to 5pm lunch at 12pm - 1pm

but as for friday only we cant finish our project or

want to continue our project than teacher will open

the room/workshop for us. teacher told us first 3day

will end at 12. and we have to end at exact 12.

time table sucks.

TUESDAY 12.04.11

never go to school went to sgh with my mum.

WEDNESDAY 13.04.11

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

hope that we can celebrate our anni by YEARS.

I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!!

really enjoyed the day with syg.((:

THURSDAY 14.04.11

as for today when i was about to step out of my house

my mum give me $10 every time i have to ask $$ from

her but today she automatic give me like can read my mind

cause i wanted to buy school books. headed to school after

that & was late for 30 mins. tea break straight away went

to buy school books & back for lesson today end at 11 i reached

home at about 12+? was not feeling well having slight fever again

fuck up life i have had. take a noon nap & was awake by the loud

& scary thunder:(( currently watching television+blogging.

thinking of not going to school tomorrow cause it start at 9 & end at 12.

2 hours of school?

~ { Thursday, April 14, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

9 Apr 2011

First of all i must declare that i am not working

any more i just resign because that fcuking manager

attitude sucks and i dont know why he can get a post

of a 2rd manager when he is so unreasonable but anyway

by venting your anger on me asking me to leave you

think i dont dare to leave just like that? since you all

want me to leave fine i will leave and you all are laughing

when i leave just want to tell all of you god or whatever

is watching you. so please dont be so happy that im leaving

& for sure i will be missing jaiyan ganma & SK thay both teach

me lots of things at work a great thanks to both of you.

just to let you guys get this im NOT A VENTING ANGER MACHINE!

PLEASE GET THIS RIGHT AT YOUR BRAIN!

~ { Saturday, April 09, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

~`♥ WeLc0mE

~`♥ Pr0fiLe

~`♥ tAgGiEs

~`♥ dArLiNkiEs

~`♥ aRcHiVes

~`♥ CrEdiTs