30 Jun 2011

time checked 2008hours.

i know is early to blog right now

but im freaking bored.

the most happy things today was

i found a job and will be working

on this sat at bishan hope that it

will be an easy job not so stress up

like last time. going to say NO to

cigarettes its a waste of money

seriously. i have already cut down

and i did it by not smoking for 3days.

hahahahas like a happy only.

today marks the 1 month of _____

and i just deleted the text on 22.04.11

you said you dont want to lost me

on that date but what you did now??

what a joke seriously after the breakup

the very next week you already have

your other life partner.

love is all bullshits! byebye all((:

~ { Thursday, June 30, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

i have nothing much to post for the past few

days all i can say it was awesome going for

drinking session on 33 birthday and the next

day we meet up too. hmm... i have this bad

dreams yesterday. i dreamt that i was slash

by some people on my right shoulder and

they help me to stitch back and some how

i did something wrong and they cut my

shoulder flash out. quite scary. but when

i woke up i can feel that my shoulder are

painful and this dream is kind of weird too.

alright to that someone who is trying to make

me have attention on him you said this on your wall:

Give me your hand but realise i just wanna say goodbye .

Please understand i have to leave and carry on my own life .

this is what you said and your decision so i granted your

wish. hmm and now you are in a relationship hope you last

long with her. im not sad or what because times heal everything

and now i no longer feel anything. yup((:

thats all i want to say. Good Night!

~ { Thursday, June 30, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

24 Jun 2011

YO! im wondering why do

guys melt girls heart???

im just being curious out

of randomness. anyway

i have delete the past 5000+

messages now i left with

2000+ hahahs jiayou jiayou

to myself. will not be posting

anything till monday going

to drink drank drunk on sat

so i guess when im reach

home will be kind of tired

to blog so yup.

STAY COOL!!

~ { Friday, June 24, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

22 Jun 2011

stupid idiot bloody hell sis!!

rawr!! keep taking my junk

food snacks. when i wanted

to take hers she ask me to

buy my own and say i always

told her this when i take her

snacks is like WTF?? that was

when im young okay? so

GEI KAO for what?? =.=

hmm. mummy have the NTUC

voucher im going to bring home

the whole NTUC soon. hahahas

im not being petty or what

im just bored and i can say

this is a radom post!!

blame it for not eating proper meals

keep eating junk food all day long

and now im getting a serious gastric

pain rawr. FML!!

~ { Wednesday, June 22, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

21 Jun 2011

hmmm never go out today.

yesterday i suppose to have posted

something but there is something

wrong with my sis comp cant load.

so here it goes...

went to class gathering yesterday at

my classmates house ate steamboat

talk chat and play games. it was a

fun and enjoyable day cause last time

when it comes to class gathering i always

never turn up. hmmm. this sat im

having steamboat again at 33 place's

cause she will be having her birthday

celebration and i might be staying over

hahs. and there might be also drinking

session too woots woots cant wait.

ok im going off to do my stuff byebye !!

~ { Tuesday, June 21, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

17 Jun 2011

Labels: thanks mummy for buying rebiena for me

~ { Friday, June 17, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

16 Jun 2011

hmm. today went to school for

test and i must thanks diah for

sending me text and the answer

for the test yup, we are one for

all, all for one.((;

after test bused back home!

and there is this feeling that

i want to tears i just dont know

why maybe i miss being cared,

loved and pampered.

Labels: the reason i leave you is you cant take care of me

~ { Thursday, June 16, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

15 Jun 2011

hello world! did not went to school today

as there is nothing much left for me to do

except for my test tomorrow. never study

and go school how great is it today? hmm.

stay at home for the whole day watching

drama quite nice should introduces you

guys to watch this 醉后决定爱上你 is a very

touching drama. how i wish there is oreo

cheesecake right now i remember once

when im feeling low i ate 1kg cake.

come to think of it im so silly at the point

of time. hahahas. is it that after all these

evidence of love completely disappear

then i can finally forget about you or is it

until the day of my last breath? hmmm?

~ { Wednesday, June 15, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

14 Jun 2011

i have sorted things out is

a mixed feeling i guess and

i should declare that i will

always become singleness.

hahaha, im like a nonsense

now early in the morning

talks about feeling and shits.

will be getting my butt to

school in another half an hour

time im so super duper happy

like a happy kid today the

my besties or sissy had started

talking to me and even text

me regarding the job so gonna

treat you to bakerzine to eat

oreo cheesecake. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

you look more mature when you say

dont because of work thing spoil our

friendship. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Labels: is time for me to move on

~ { Tuesday, June 14, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

13 Jun 2011

i have hug my phone to sleep last

night wishing that you will text

me but until now theres nothing.

fine i will move on and lead the

singleness on my own im sure

i can did that no more giving my

heart to people. it belongs to

to me the one and only me!!

11:11 i dont believe in that i have

been craving for oreo cheesecake

till now i still haven get any chance

to eat it with my beloved.

~ { Monday, June 13, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

12 Jun 2011

how i wish time could turn back to the past

but sigh~ 6.5h more to our 3rd month anni

i thought you did text me but it was my

wishful thinking but after this day i hope

i would be strong and be the real me.

and carry on with my life.

I was born with flaws, an imperfect. but I never

understand why do we have to aim to be the

perfect flawless being? Is it necessary?

Labels: The only thing that keeps me moving forward ; is to never look back to the past.

~ { Sunday, June 12, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

11 Jun 2011

never post anything yesterday because

im really tired. yesterday went to school

for lesson and PE lesson for next week

have been cancelled is a YAY! for me

hahahahs. i think i hurt my shoulder again

the is killing me again. i think i smack

to much while playing badminton yesterday:((

after school met geraldine

kor at yck and took bus down to amk

centre to slack and waited for cassey

gratz to you two last long!! today when

im a wake the first thing came into my

mind was him why do i suddenly think of

him? is 3 days to our 3rd month anniversary

hope i would be fine after this day.

i will walk down this lonely path that i have

chosen and take the pain alone.

im sorry but because of one sentence someone

told me i have really lost confidence in myself

i have to leave and take this path alone. LITING

you are strong you can take the pain and walk

alone. after so many things have happen all

i can say that you went through so many things

and you become stronger and stronger.

and yes i have learn how to be firm.

okay! i guess i shall stop here. not going out today.

~ { Saturday, June 11, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

9 Jun 2011

hmm.. i just reach home today

went to keppel fels feel so cool

if i work there. but the bagalahdash

very weird keep waving the hands.

after that the bus drop at the

nearest MRT station which is at

boon lay than i train down to amk

to meet geraldine kor and cassy

ate lunch and slack a while than

we decided to go pasir ris for a cycle

so took bus 88 down to there.

and rent our bike and cycle all the

way to red house. when cycling back

i waited kor at the chalet because

cassy never cycle so kor waited for

her and i go ahead with my cycling

while waiting saw bagalahdash again

they say HI and wave to me like a

crazy only. but today is a great day

for me but not for kor hope everything

would be fine for her tomorrow.

~ { Thursday, June 09, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

8 Jun 2011

never go to school cause im

having cramps again sigh~

if only im working now

and i would have lots of gucci

loots still haven fulfil my wish

on my 19 birthday i want to get

gucci tote bag sling bag wallet &

shoe chennel earing too.

and i wanted to use my own

money to get all this im kind of

missing my gucci lost wallet right

now:(((

PART2:

KWEH LI TING!! you got to be

strong and move on this is what

you wanted because you had enough

of missing your partner and because

of this you been in tears for days

and your partner dont even know

about it before you leave him!

oh well i guess you would be the last.

im going to lead back to my reality life.

PART3:

met mummy at hougang mall ate ban mian

and homed after that.

tomorrow going to keppel ship yard im

so excited with it.((:

~ { Wednesday, June 08, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

7 Jun 2011

Hi good morning world!

argh! i dont feel like going to school

today but still i have to in order

to finish my practical test and its

almost done just need to test on that

heavy metal have cracks and etc..

i have been feeling cold and thirsty

this few day going to sick again argh!

just so not my day today. oh ya.

dear god please help me look for jobs

as soon as possible im like begging

my best friend for $ erm i mean

lending but to me is no difference

lend equal begging. understand?

okok shall drag my ass to school now

HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD!

PART 2:

just got back home. from sengkang

when i got home that jack want to

find faults with me again saying that

i drink hes coke small things also want

to be so petty i never even drink your

coke. oh please! im left with $2 till friday

how to survive? have not eaten for the

whole day except for breakfast.

some more thursday im visiting keppal

ship yard again:(( i guess i would be fine

if i dont eat for 3 days? hahs.

~ { Tuesday, June 07, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

6 Jun 2011

hmm.. today is the 6 day that im single.

just got back home.

today went to school to do my practical

after school met geraldine kor at hougang

interchange and accompany her to eat

with her friends at food court after that

went to pool followed my kbox.

and i just found out that someone waited

for you for 6 years she even can sacrifice

her hand by using a pen knife to write a

R with it. maybe you should give her a

chance because it shows that she love you

a lot and her face dose not even have pimples

scar with it. dont think of me just look forward

to your future im sorry that i have to leave you

the memorise you gave me was a good one.

thanks a lot i wont go to any relationships

any more because all they care its about looks.

i will look at the text very night and delete it

day by day and slowly the memorise would be

gone thanks for everything you given me.

im not a good girlfriend you can just forget about me.

im sorry for stealing your heart and your soul.

and i guess i would be fine after this.

maybe on the 31 may you find me very unreasonable

because im thinking all this while when you were

not reachable that have i really love you?

my mind went blank. and i think the answer is this.

~ { Monday, June 06, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

3 Jun 2011

the reason why i leave you its because

of my face. i know you dont care about

looks. but are you telling the truth?

if you'd even look at a pretty babe

your mind your be like oh my god

how i wish this would be my girlfriend .

hahs well i have it enough of my looks

thingy and i shall stay single forever.

please take care yourself when you are

in tekong. i wont be here for you anymore

yup. take care.

~ { Friday, June 03, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

1 Jun 2011

I HATE IT

I HATE MY FACE!!

i should listen to what my sis says

my face got so many pimples

who would want to hire me.

what a joke even my own blood

sister also say until like that.

even my family people say until

like this how about you?

you should be thinking the same.

~ { Wednesday, June 01, 2011 }
reflections of you and me;

~`♥ WeLc0mE

~`♥ Pr0fiLe

~`♥ tAgGiEs

~`♥ dArLiNkiEs

~`♥ aRcHiVes

~`♥ CrEdiTs